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i thought i could count on you. [04 Aug 2004|10:29pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

ironic. boys are the ones who are supposed to break your hearts. You know, the jackasses make you cry, but your friends are always there.

i found the most amazing man ever. and he is the best friend i have ever had. its the best feeling in the world knowing he will never hurt me. but now its painful to have your heart broken by a so called best friend. its weird to be hurting so bad and the pain isnt caused by a guy. i dont like this heartbreak. and this isnt the first time.....but im going to be strong. this is the last time.

im giving up on you.

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shiver me timbers. [12 Jul 2004|09:42pm]
[ mood | silly ]

oh ya whos having a pirate themed birthday party? ya that would be me. you all are going and you all are dressing up.

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[12 Jul 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

my lola came back from london with an english accent.

i miss my friends.

brian is moving here soon! my parents and i are rentin a van road trippin to az to pick him up and to go shopping of course at arizona mills heh.

school starts tomorrow. everybody pray that i like this quarter.

that damn ryan cabrera song is in my head and i want to shoot it.

oh ya. warped tour was way woohoo! brian fell in love with the sounds and the aquabats really made me smile.

i also really want in n out.

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[13 Jun 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

screw you for all your lies. making me look like the liar in the eyes of one of my best friends.

screw you for being the oldest friend I had then dissapearing on me. dissapearing on everyone.

quit trying to talk to me. I've grown now. I dont take shit anymore. I wont take the shit you put me through. There is no more friendship.

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[25 May 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

sometimes people can be so stoopid that even their mother wants to punch them. go ahead and sell that house. it was only the biggest part of everybody's life for 15 years. make your mother cry. make it real clear to the whole family that you only care about yourself. make it real clear to everyone that you have absolutely no intelligence. now its really clear to me why no one likes you.

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[25 May 2004|09:33pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

dude, does anyone remember when my hair was purple???

that was like whoa.

i started work today...wooohooo finally....money again. feels good. haha. lolas party was this weekend. holy crap family reunion. and uh.....the weekend was fun. lol sleepover like never before. lots of salsa....

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sleepin at rebeccaaaaa's [14 May 2004|01:06am]
[ mood | way too hyper ]

"Your vagina is glamorous!"

"She's not really down with naked is she?"

"I left my wallet in el segundo x10"

Gaby: What's placenta?.....Who's Naomi?

"Gina.....what the FUCK is THAT?"....."Oh, uh, it's my foot"

"Rebecca make me some earl grey tea and COUS COUS!"

and she meant to write "S" and she never found her chapstick.

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weekend [10 May 2004|12:00pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

friday....mindy, anthony and charlie came over for filipino food and karaoke haha. cant no one phase anthony when it comes to "u cant touch this"...charlie sang dust in the wind...."youre my boy blue!"

saturday.... rebecca behbeh came over, she ate meat at holiday, oh yes, she did. we talked a bunch...and hopefully we'll really start seeing each other more often. I miss her. We miss shows. and sadly nural. lol but more importantly normal like you.

sunday....mothers day, i got my mom this precious moments set, to add to her collection. we of course, went to lolas to celebrate all the wonderful mothers in the family. ya.

lolas 85 birthday party is almost here! i have to sing....haha
if anyone knows where i can buy a hot pink tie for brian, so he can match my dress, please let me know.

i miss brian. so much. im glad hes having fun at work, but we only get to talk for like 5 minutes at a time now with his school and work. its ok though, he'll be here for good pretty soon and thats all that matters...

this is the most eventful weekend ive had in 2 months. sad huh?

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hell yes [22 Apr 2004|04:22pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

so who is absolivly positutely the most amazing asian in the world?


(psst...thats me)

Why you assk? I finally got got myself a J.O.B!!!

Where you assk? Kaiser.....yup. benefits and 13 bucks an hour.

Things are finally gonna work out.

oh ya, Brian, my bean dip with sour cream got himself a job too! Debt Free Arizona, 10.25 an hour plus commission!

oh hell yes..... I feel things falling into place.

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YOUR MOM! [06 Apr 2004|09:07pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so for some weird reason, everyones moms seem to be ill. i dont know what i would do if i lost my mom. we fight sometimes, but she means the world to me.

whoever reads this, please give your mom, dad, anyone who means anything to you, a giant hug. And if any of my friends whos mothers are ill.....Im very very sorry and I hope for the best. Your mother is in my prayers.

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[02 Apr 2004|12:24pm]
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too much. [05 Mar 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | blah ]

damn.......that normal like you hits a fuckin spot.

i'm trying to mold this into something that works i've been tearing down these walls i once stood with these hands are calloused from failure attempts of construction that never end this assembly line can't move any faster the steady course we've had is nearing it's decline unless we pick up production i never wanted more than to be satisfied am i capable this feels so far away so far that forever seems closer it's too late i'm sorry don't believe the stories i can't control what is said i'm here now for what it's worth i'm hurt and honest explanations feel useless and i can remember the bliss of ignorance no need to compromise heart and mind i'm spoiled by the opposition forced to face this endeavor will i succeed in managing the impossible someone help me out i'm miserable believe this if nothing else i'm true to my word

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like whoa [18 Feb 2004|01:25pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

heehee....so valentines weekend. brian rented a car....we went to dinner on friday at pf changs, after dinner we exchanged presents. I got him a framed picture of his favorite artist, Salvador Dali holding his painting of his soft self portrait. Brian got me a star. It was the sweetest thing. So now in the Andromeda constellation (Andromeda means princess!) there is a star called Gina Bina. haha

Saturday we picked up some greek food and headed to Venice Beach. We had the most amazing and romantic picnic on the beach. This seagull was our guardian he was squacking and shooing all the other birds away. It was tight. ha.

Sunday we went to Greenfield Churrascaria for lunch with my parents. That was way fun. Then my baby had to leave. Missed his flight so he had to wait for the next flight. haha

I missed yaJuans birthday. But I'm gonna make it up. He'd better like his presents. Where the fuck is Tawnie?

Ok, anyone who reads this, if you have any suggestions for a job that does not pay minimum wage lol.....IM me allhiskisses.


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wow. [25 Jan 2004|10:52pm]
[ mood | puffy ]

lol i keep forgetting i have this....and its like. when rebecca starkman updates her lj more than you....you KNOW its bad.

so im back. new years was great...universal studios, funnel cake, getting my first new years kiss.

i cant believe how much i see brian. he is so amazing. i got my wisdom teefs pulled out....he sent me my favorite flowers.. pink lillies and hot pink roses! and he got me 3 movies to cheer me up. Amelie, Punch Drunk Love, and So I Married an Axe Murderer! he is the sweetest man in the world and I am soooooo extremely blessed to be loved by him.

so ya....im all chipmunkish right now...im stuck eating cream soups, mashed potatoes, jello and ice cream. oh ya. tapioca pudding. nice.

i finally saw rebecca...we went to the macaroni grill and had a bonding moment over a slice of cafe latte cheesecake. it was sweet. lol i miss her so much.

nothing else is really goin on with me. if anyone can hook gina up with a job that would be great. lol i think im about to give up on kaiser.


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tell me the truth. [24 Dec 2003|01:18pm]
[ mood | excited ]

hah. Im not sure if I should post this. but really.... at this point....

*A tRuE fRiEnD StaBs YoU iN tHe FrOnT*

and Ive been stabbed by two.

both of you need to learn how to tell the fucking truth.

besides that....everything fucking rocks. merry christmas eve people! Tawnies comin here to celebrate at Lolas house! woot!
I see Brian my love in exactly 7 days!

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amazing. [08 Dec 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | loved ]

so here was my amazing weekend.


we went down 3rd street promenade together...stopped every few minutes to hold and kiss each other.

he finally met my mom...who loves him and thinks hes really cute. heehee. of course he is.

we got home and watched return to me. well, kinda. we were paying more attention to holding each other than anything else.


we watched finding nemo...but again barely paid attention. then we walked to holiday and everyone finally met him...and everyone loves him even more than before.

juan, tawnie, rebecca, brian my baby and I went to Northridge, walked around ate at the Macaroni Grill... Brian threw crayons at Rebecca's boobs hehe. Rebecca was amazed by his art hahaha. he just drew my name a whole bunch of times. It was way adorable.

we watched the last samurai....all the samurai were fightin and gettin all into it, and he was still into me. he held me soooo tight. he didnt let go....i loved it. Ive never been able to feel that someone loved me so much just by them putting their arms around me. all the parts where the people were dying I got a little uncomfortable...he would hold me tighter and he kept telling me, "its okay baby...its okay"

everyone hung out here for a bit....then he and I watched sixteen candles....its official...I am Brians new style "fob" girlpren and Brian is my bean dip....with some sour cream of course to count as the half white part lol.


*sniff sniff* Brian, my parents and I went to Khun Khao to let Brian taste some thai food. then we went to the Grove, hung out by the little bridge and the giant christmas tree, rode the trolley. again stopped to hug and kiss...sat down a whole bunch of times to hug and kiss some more...

then we went to the airport. It was soooo hard saying goodbye.

I am so in love. Im going to do everything I can to spend the rest of my life with Brian. He is so amazing. I melt just looking into his eyes. He stares me straight in the face and says "I love you baby" and the feeling is so intense. He kisses me everywhere and always wants to be close to me. Hes so thoughtful and sweet. Hes the funniest most random person I know and the only tears I cry with him are tears of happiness. Hes always got me laughing and he really loves all my little quirks....I love him....

this time I only have to wait 21 days til I see him again. not 2 months. Im soooo excited.

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brian jacob pulido [04 Dec 2003|03:17pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

6:50 pm.....lax flight 935...my baby is coming!!!!

these next 3 days are gonna be the best....

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haunted mansion. [01 Dec 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

haunted mansion at the el capitan....woowoo were hot!

yes......we are hot.

Tawnie! "ey uh, you know dey got dead pee pole in da back yad"



and to the peeps that helped me with my homework....thanks a bunch...and it means a lot to see how well you guys know me just by answering 8 silly questions about me.


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so um, ya.....and stuff. [22 Nov 2003|04:51pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

my moms in a wheelchair....damn feet.
my daddys birthday is tomorrow. whoa.
i need to see brian soon.
its cold. i need a scarf.
i miss so much.
i want so much back.

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holy shit its been a while. [10 Nov 2003|10:45pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

arite. sooo.....I know, it's been a while since I've updated. Here's what's gone on since I last posted...

I've been sick for about a week and a half now, I'm "getting over it" but I've been getting over my cold for about 4 days now, so I guess I really am just still sick.

Tawnie and I have been having some hard times. Things are supposedly better but I nor she really knows whats happening right now. Were not fighting, just having a hard time with an issue....I guess I feel like all the times she came to me for help were worthless....I just dont want to lose my best friend. Moving around when I was little, I never kept in touch with most people. She's the oldest friend I have. We've never fought and she means the world to me. We've literally been through everything so hopefully this is just another thing to overcome.

Family....ha. that's funny. Everything's good at home...but this is for someone else. Like you, I will just say "you know who you are" but no no, don't worry, "you're not the only one who reads my journal." So don't take this personally haha. but I do happen to be the only one who reads yours that could possibly "rat you out." Of course I wasn't trying to be here for you. whatever you say. But I'm over it. Now it's your turn. Get over the fact that you have a shitty relationship with all of your family members.....did it ever occur to you that there might be a reason no one understands you? you swear you have to be given a reason to trust me...and quit with the lame attempts to sound profound complaining about people confronting you with "mundane" conversations. Get over yourself. Fuck you too.

on a happier note, Im in love......and schools goin good. middle of the quarter right now, so midterms are comin up. but thats ok....Im just excited and anxious to get this quarter over and done with....

So yes, everyone that complains that I havent updated my journal for a while, here. I miss you guys. And Im back.

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